Sometimes life closes a door and opens another one.

 Sometimes we concentrate on the one that is closing and don't focus on the one that is opening.

My mom told me that. Somedays reflecting on the closing door is difficult. Sometimes you wish that it would have been different and not happened the way they did.

 Letting go is difficult and takes time, sometimes a long time.

 But in the end, things work out, I guess.

Destiny

I'm not sure what to write. I'm pretty lost for words right now. People aren't always what they seem or what they want you to beleive they are, or they are just messed up and then they mess you up. That's what I have to say for today.

I felt really alone last night.  

Sometimes I get anxious and depressed and I don't know what to do about it. I hope today is better.

My boys are the best thing that ever happened to me in my life. I  wouldn't trade them for anything or anyone in the world.  They mean everything to me in the world. They are 16 and almost 18 yrs. old now, and one of these days, soon I know they will be out on their own, and it makes me sad. But, that is part of life. I just hope that they know how much I love them and how much they mean to me, and I hope that they will always know. I cherish the time that I spend with them.